![]() But that’s exactly what I did this afternoon…and I didn't like what I found.īrendan had spent over half his salary last month on a jumble of letters and numbers–or at least, that was how the purchases showed up: disguised. Just looking at them gave me a chill: I didn’t know Brendan was capable of being so careful, so methodical. This was a man who can’t find two socks in the morning, and there he was creating a coverup for… what? I told myself I'd never turn into one of those wives: the kind who snoops through their husband's phone or fishes his bank statements out of the paper shredder, searching for proof of infidelity. My thoughts drift back to it constantly: what could Brendan be hiding? My mother called yesterday–panicking because I hadn’t answered her messages in over a week–but the truth is, I hadn’t even noticed. It’s affecting my sleep, my work, even my relationships with other people. ![]() Is something wrong with my husband, or is something wrong with me? I’m becoming obsessed with Brendan’s obsession. I come across as the bad guy here! Maybe Brendan is just planning some surprise romantic getaway or buying my Christmas gifts early– When I do, though…I don't like how I sound. My psychiatrist also told me that I should reread what I write. He shouldered past me and went back to bed without a word. Like I was sticking my nose into something that I couldn't possibly comprehend. He looked through me, like I was a child asking questions about the heat death of the universe. I told him he'd been acting like a freak for weeks now, and demanded that he tell me what was going on.Īnd then, for the first time since I married Brendan, I felt real fear. I'd half-expected to catch him with his pants down (literally) but he'd just been standing there, all scratched up and… covered with dirt. When I confronted him, he made the usual excuses–nothing really, I was just coming back to bed–and I lost it. Or maybe I just didn't want to look at the crazy way his face rearranged itself like barely-melted wax: going from animal rage to that creepy smile of his in five seconds flat. He finally showed real emotion, even if that emotion made me cover my face like I was expecting him to attack me. I made my husband angry last night. And at this point, I'm going to consider that progress. I'm going to push open that door without knocking…and find out once and for all what's on the other side. I've got to write this down, otherwise I won't have the courage do it: tonight, I'm going to confront him. I'm sick of seeing that eerie glow beneath his home office door every night, after he thinks that I'm asleep. I'm sick of waking up and finding a cold, hollow space beside me. He’s hiding something–I just can’t figure out what! The more confrontational I get, the more he laughs, smiles, shrugs it off.īut I’m not the irrational one here. Now, though, I’m lucky if I can get more than a sentence out of him. When Brendan gets that dreamy expression on his face, it’s because he’s “tired,” but when I catch him creeping around the house in the middle of the night, it’s because he “can’t sleep.” We used to share EVERYTHING with each other. It’s in his glassy-eyed stare, as though his mind is someplace far away. Certain mods will show a warning and not allow scores over 1000 seconds to submit.Something is wrong with my husband. It’s in the way he talks to me, as though we were strangers with nothing in common.Replays won't try to upload when using a custom spawnset.Replays now only upload if you beat your high score.Fixed spiders being pushed around by centipede corpses.Fixed centipedes getting stuck upside down.Fixed centipedes stopping in place when running in to the ground or another enemy.Fixed bug that caused player sounds and music to not play in stereo. ![]() Fixed kill count and accuracy in stats.Added a short delay before activating mouse after death to avoid clicking off-screen.Added controls for toggling different hud elements (default keys 1,2,3,4).Improved mod support (allows smaller mod files, and stacking multiple mods). ![]() Added gem/homing counter (toggle by pressing 2).Improved fps limiter and added slider to options menu.(The person in 100th place on the list-because 100 seems like a nice round number to play with-managed to survive for 883.8950 seconds, by the way.) The top Daggerer, named axe, lasted 1136.7615 seconds before being swarmed to death. Now, I'm not going to say that looking at the image above is as close as you're ever going to get to this dagger, but I will point out that if you pop around to the Devil Daggers leaderboards, you'll see that a whopping 47 people worldwide have managed to surpass the necessary mark.
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